Day 4 - 15 -- Avoiding the Edge

Many small things were crossed off the 'to do' list today. Administrative files and letters for work were developed. Laundry was finished and floors got swept. The inch or so of snow was pushed out of the way. Even though I was busy, some of the personal stuff kept creeping into my thoughts. I have several items that need attention, but time has been at a premium -- again, time to do the things for others and difficult to find the time to deal with issues closer to home. Exhaustion seemed to rule the day.

While personal situations need to be addressed, sometimes they are pushed to the side to avoid the difficulty of addressing possible stress. When trying to take time to focus on one or more of these items, it can be frustrating to have other parts of life interfere. The same happens when personal things encroach on the public side of life. It seems these two realms work in opposition to each other. That can add stress to both areas. Addressing both at the same time may not be the best approach either, since each needs attention and looking into several abysses at once leaves one isolated at the top of some mesa or other -- one that gets smaller and smaller as more worries begin to surround you. Bottomless drop offs on all sides and giant storm clouds above haunt dreams and waking thoughts. Finding a place of calm and peace can be challenging, but necessary. Tonight it was music and a soak in the tub.

One song seemed perfect to end today. The singer has a peaceful voice. The lyrics are minimal, but very meaningful -- conciseness at its best.  Enjoy!

The Long Day is Over -- Norah Jones