I am noticing range of motion and physical functioning changes a bit each day. There is still a long way to go, but being able to deal with the main activities of daily living is key now. Other 'extras' will come with time. I try to be positive and work at this project. I am stubborn <smile> and know I will keep up as I want things to be as close to 100% as possible. I won't kid you, though, there are moments each day of doubt, fear and anger -- especially by the end of a day when I am so tired and sore. It is likely unrealistic to expect to feel positive all the time. So, I try not to beat myself up about that. Seeing x-rays and realizing the number of screws in the arm, I understand some of the pain much better. The incision is healing well, but some sore areas are there still. The physio gave me some stretch tubing to use as an arm cover -- this after I told her I was afraid of being in public as people may bump or grab it. She felt this arm cover would help people (including me) to remember that there is some tenderness there. It also serves to cover the nasty ugly incision -- some folks are squeamish and I'm not even sure I want anyone to see it yet. It should help me to wear short sleeves now instead of wearing a sweater or jacket over things -- great as the temperature warms <smile>. So - recovery is moving forward and I have some positive helpers around me to keep me motivated.
I thought of a song line while moving the joint for the MD today -- pushing things to the edge of pain to show him how far I've come in the past week. I love this song for many reasons including the group singing. Enjoy!
Take it to the Limit -- The Eagles
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