Another grey and drizzly April day with cold temperatures became a bit sunny just before sunset. A phone chat with a friend helped to deal with some of the anxieties that filled the grey day in my mind. Uncertainty abounds even with more definitive time points. Today one of the questions of 'when' became more of a 'what' question. A friend sent me a message this morning noting that the province had changed the vaccination age limit and ended the note with "That's you!!" It was an odd feeling. Tears flowed -- some happy and some scared tears. I felt a bit excited -- that bizarre mix of anticipation and a large dose of trepidation. The inevitable questions followed -- What will happen? How will the body react? With anxiety, like Gilda Radner's autobiography title, "It's always something". <smile>
One word filled my head for much of the day -- the title of the song shared here. Keep safe. Enjoy!
Anticipation -- Carly Simon
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